Recurring failed relationship

Mr KM was desperate to see me for his life taking twists and he is on the verge of depression. His father had alcohol dependency during later years of life. He did not want to have similar fate. He was heading for 4th relationship which developed over last six month, when he was passing through difficult time, after breaking his 3rd relationship. And now he has quit the job.
KM is atheist over last 6 years but he doesn't want to label himself new age follower. He practices Buddhist meditation but very difficult to concentrate. Some of his issues he told me are as follows:
Recurring dreams:

Tsunamis

Dirty bathrooms with feces

Falling from heights

Stuck at a height and unable to come back

Missing trains

In exam hall without any preparation

Many dreams of my father over the last 12 years

Other Fears:

Sexual performance, impotence

Physical hurt

Irrelevance

Growing old

Being alone

Depression if not occupied

After long chat and sharing my experiences I asked him to come for meditation to resolve his problem. At 8.45pm we started session which is semi-ritualistic. We meditated in my spiritual clinic room, Lord Ram, Saraswati Devi and at last Sirdi Saibaba sitting in cross legged posture turning to Lord Shiva in same posture.
KM had images of snakes, Lord Vishnu on a Horse turning to Kalratri (Kali).
He wanted to continue session, which we started after making him lying down. Left side there was a light which I asked him to follow, later it came to the center, guiding him to pass through the tunnel which he could not. Ny (his new friend) was telling him to go little by little to move towards the light. There was old war ship which he could see from below, on the top of the ship there was a bright trident, sky was blue and large face of Lord Shiva. Later he could go inside the ship and then towards the Lord Shiva. Ny was around, both entered the central third eye of Lord to enter into void.
There was a orange sun which turned into Ny's face, his eyes opened.
Nayana is clairvoyant, guiding KM during last six month of difficult period and now in meditation. When she last visited his home she drew a symbol of Yin and Yang.

18th April 2013

5th Feb 2014

Called to have session immediately. Came around 3.45pm. During meditation I could visualize flying Devi and then saw several Gods. Energy was flowing around my heart. When I checked KM his head was rotating and he wanted to lye down to meditate and immediately in deep trance.

" I became white bird high up, can see the earth down, sky is blue, there is no pain but no joy also. there is a burning tree, flames are reducing and I am sitting and meditating. As the fire coming down many snake coming towards me, surrounding me. Not scared of them they are surrounding my body but body is not seen. Now one snake remaining and it is Lord Shiva meditating. Fire has extinguished. Can see the hill where there is tree and Lord Shiva is sitting in dark. Tree has giving leaves and blooming again. Different kind of fruits are growing on the tree. Can see one leg of Shiva and HE started dancing (Happy dance). Trishul has gone into sky towards Sun and become one with Yellow bright sunlight." 

He opened eyes after powerful short meditation which was more metaphorical then literal. It was like day dreaming without any control of him.

After loosing his job KM was depressed and going through lots of introspection but unable to meditate. 

 

Few more Dreams

Few months ago I had a dream, where I was swimming effortlessly with my son on the top of water (normally your feet sing when you sink unless you are good swimmer) , there was water in clean lake with cliff.
Then, I saw myself standing on a swimming pool in my home (not the present one) I could feel water depressed under my feet and thinking how I am standing due to surface tension of water.
Next morning there were several mattress floating on the water and when my elder sister was trying to walk before I could warn her she sank inside water after putting feet on the mattress and I was helping her to bring out of the water.

Another dream I saw Dr NC Borah our present Chairman of GNRC Hospital Guwahati and my younger brother living in a isolated house. He was tall and senior, we were sitting in a chair in open ground, he was in the middle and I was on the right and my brother left. A saint wearing saffron dress came in weal chair and started blessing all of us in the center of head from left to right. When he touched my head I could feel the nail prick but not energy flowing like last time when a Muslim saint initiated me in Sri Lanka. We soon realised that he was Jesus Christ in Indian Saint dress.