Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Magic number Seven

When I first realized in 2005 in Sri Lanka, my consultation chamber, car no. house no. all were 7. On flying to Thailand seat in flight was also 7, hotel room no. too. In Seoul, S.Korea, room no of hotel was not seven. but soon we got a call that we were in wrong hotel and shifted to Hotel Lotto where room no was seven.
Since than it has become part of my life and when this no. 7 comes automatically I know everything will be taken care off.
On 13th April 2014 before my return to Guwahati on 14th, Pallavi (daughter in law) was pleading to stay back in Hyderabad. She had a dream of my plane crash and everyone were crying.
It was not very disturbing to me because symbolic meaning of Plane crash is "Plan crash". Even then I was prepared for any untoward incidence.
My tickets are booked few weeks ago and most of the time seat no is 7, this time while web checking seq. no was also seven and security check no was 7. Gait no was 25F (7). God was with me.

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Guided by Satya Sai Baba

Ms RN was PhD student unable to complete her thesis. She came to see me to help complete her incomplete mission. Her all thoughts are around this stupid thesis.
How can I help, I am not a her subject guide nor I have published any paper. Divine help at my spiritual clinic was the only solution. First day I could see Devi, Shiva, Vishnu, Saraswati, Ganesh ..but she could not meditate. She had a dream of the room in my home was filled with Lord Ganesh and HE was chasing her to kill. Dream of killing is not literal killing by destroying some part of her personality. In this case her Ego, Shell , bondage from which she was not able to come out.
Next day was Akadashi, I decided to do Ganesh puja for all 10 Ganesh Vigrah including Panch mukhi Ganesh. Meditation was powerful and she could relax.
Day three I got up late and asked her to come late. Her friend SL was also waiting to see me. During my morning pooja thought came to take her to trance to find the answer.
After induction by progressive relaxation she could see..
A road, and Swami was standing wearing white robe, only back side was seen. Can recognize him but cannot see the face. He is standing..
Steep road going down
See a tunnel with wooden door and lock... you can open it or enter I guided
Its open but cannot enter
Sealing is green every where its green
there is a narrow stream
Saw grand father he is no more
I have to cross a black bridge, its just wooden plank, cannot cross.. You can jump to cross I suggested.
Walking in a dessert one side and green other its full of muddy area .
I am walking alone Swamiji is not there,
Its is steep down merged into cloud, narrow and far.
Seen my parents and brother
Its cloudy all around I don't know where to head ...Enter and cross the cloud I said.
I can see Swami in orange robe , yellow robe cannot see his face, seeing Him from behind.
I am pleading in front of Him. Seen Green robe I am crying and telling Him
See Him walking straight
I see a stream, Swami is getting smaller in size He has disappeared in water.
Enter into water I said..
He is deep into water, don't see Him...Enter into water said I
I am lost inside water ... Keep on swimming
He has held my hand He is taking me to a book (?? my thesis) Bhagwat Gita.
A fish has bitten me and I had to open eyes....
RN was keeping Bhagwat Gita at home using as stand for statue. Never touched even when suggested by her husband.
She came to seek help to complete her Thesis but Swamiji took her to read Bhagwat Gita..
SL was very happy to witness whole episode and shared her problems. She has recently moved out of her in-laws house since all of them were drinking along with her husband.
She was in stress and fear of her husband restarting alcohol.
She is doing regular pooja but not able to detach her from Maya of the Samsara.

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Journey with Manasadevi- Serpent Goddess

KRK is 36 years old physiotherapist was send to me for his paranormal experiences and depressive episode following death of her mother a year back. He was also asked to see me when his mother was sick, but he was not looking for metaphysical answer and I was not willing to give physical advice.
Last Friday 27th Dec 2013 he came to see me for unable to sleep due to vivid dream of a mother and a half woman half serpent being.  It immediately drew my attention.
He was only child of a large family which became nuclear when they moved for career.  Grandfather was a devotee of Lord Shiva which influenced him. Parents were college friend. Father was ritualistic believer while mother was atheist, who believed in serving mankind as service to God. He was also atheist and sceptic about religious scripture. Father would spend on pooja and donation indiscriminately.
KRK was getting repeated scary dream of a half woman and half serpent (serpent maid) coming towards him to him to embarrass him since childhood. He was very scared of the dream and never disclosed it to anyone. Later dreams of snakes also started appearing.
From his early years most of dreams would come true.  He would make some prediction based on his dreams also. KRK was also intuitive and he could feel the death of his grandfather. Due to appearance of Serpent Maid during meditation his guru never allowed him to meditate.
By the age of 20 when he was in medical college there was break of his parent with severe financial loss. Mother took a job and supported his studies. Career began with struggle from private to self sustained physiotherapist. Wife and mother were supporting but guidance in dream by Serpent maid was coming at the time of real need. He was always looking forward to live with mother after her retirement. Life turned upside down when mother was diagnosed with cancer uterus.  Running from doctor to doctor to make diagnosis and when diagnosis was made it was too late, stage IV. She left her mortal body Jan 13th 2013.
One year was depressing with recurrent dream of mother and Serpent Maid. He was also getting dreams of his mother as queen, and he was a fighter protecting her. Dreams are like out of body experience where he would go out and come back to body at the end. Dreams were exhausting and depressing.
My friend Deep was very close to him and caring. He was like Godfather to KRK, and would listen to all his problems and help him morally and materially. Deep always used to tell me about KRK and ultimately he forced him to come to me for advice on that day. I always look forward for such paranormal cases. We decided to meditate, I saw strange Laxmi devi flying. For long time there was blank but when I guided him to go out of body to fly to sky.
Initially he was seeing a Trident on the sky but when I asked him to look for someone near he saw a sage meditating over snowing mountain. His left eye became big and he guided him other direction. His face was shrivelled like a statue but body was masculine. Then an eye appeared on the centre of trident which became Lord Shiva like mercury colour sitting in lotus posture in mount Kailash smiling at him. Devi was also nearby bluish black like Kali Ma. On asking him to take guidance from Lord the pupil of eye turned into dark cave and he went inside the section of brain. On walking  through the tunnel which was dark with diamond shaped lights at the centre of the arch of tunnel. There were several doors which were cut section of brain and after passing through several such brain doors reached on the other side. It was a blue coloured strange world.
Serpent Maid appeared, SHE was calling him, but he was scared initially.  Then SHE rose on her tail with extended arms.  It was exactly same like his childhood dreams. Slowly SHE turned into Goddess form calling him. It occurred to me as Manasa Devi. SHE embraced him when he started crying.  SHE lifted her hand showing in one direction where he could see his mother’s picture which he always carry.  It was smiling face of mother who moved slowly away waving hand.
When He was with Goddess it was very energising and refreshing. Slowly he returned back through the same cave back, when bright light appeared and healed his brain.  At the end Ma Laxmi appeared and blessed him. A deep energising breath made him come back to his body relaxed, fresh and healed and happy.  He was totally lost during the session, He has never heard of Ma Manasa who is very popular in North East.

I asked him to come next day for next session which he could not make and on asking on next day it was really rewarding session. There was no scarier dream; he had stopped antidepressant and feeling much better than before. He discovered the picture of Ma Manasa which even I was unaware. Later he found an artefact which was exactly what he was getting in dream.
There are many questions remains.  Who is the queen? Who is he? What Ma Manasa wants from him? Only time will tell us.
Next session after a week he showed me the artefact which he got from a gift shop at Hyderabad. Even the shopkeeper has not heard of Manasa Devi. His dream there was no hood on the top of Mother Manasa and no wing like the artefact.
We meditated on the third floor in Ma Kali room. He went down the cave in Patal Loak with Ma Mansasa and saw the same sage who was smiling at him. It was none other than Him in past life.

Ma Manasa crawled along the round wall of the room to roof which he never realized before going to meditation as having conical top.

Unknown fear after pain in abdomen

SM was doing well for last 6 months busy in her studies. On 29th Dec 13 she called me to consult immediately. Trance was easy ....
" 1st life:
Something black.
Door....
House.. someone tying to open it. can hear keys, someone trying to open the door.
I am hiding in the house.
Small kid looks like Shashank.
They are banging the door, they are trying to break the door, they are in..
They took small boy away..
They shoot me. its all black.. its white."
2nd Life
" I can see someone sitting with blue eyes, he is teaching me something. I am following him, he has taken me through a door its all bright everything is green.
I am 4 year old, playing around happily. Family talking to me...
I am in a closed room everything is black.
Some one knocking the door, I am 17 years, they drag me out.
Stab me in the stomach, they are taking revenge, the man who is stabbing me has same blue eyes.
I am left alone in pain. I can feel all blood.
Everything is dark
Its white"
3rd Life
"I am in a room, very scared, I am 16-17 year sitting in a couch.
Some one is opening the door, I am scared to move..
They breaking, they shoot me its all black. It's white"
4th Life
I can see two people coming to me a small kid and blue eye man. They are happy I am happy.
I can see a black dot, man asked me to follow it, I walked into the black dot, I am in a house. I am kid, they are calling me I am running down the step, I fall I hit my head ..
Its black.. everything is white...
5th Life
Same man blue eye its all white, he is telling me welcome back.
They are lots of people everyone is happy, I have seen everyone's face. I don't know who is the blue eyed man. All other are family, I can see Nani, Nimi Mama, I can see lots of school friends.
Its bright day, I am married, I work in a office.
I go back home, someone hitting me , my husband is hitting me. He came back home drunk, he has blue eyes he is very angry, he takes knife stabs me..
Everything is black,   white.
Its all white, I can see P..chi, S..aj. The othe are looked like Ra..d, all are with me laughing.
Its all white all white I am meditating with someone.. can't see that person clearly.

Leaving her meditating we went out. She meditated for some time and left home happy. There was attempt to break their house at night three days ago since then her fear emerged.