Tapaswani Dreamt Devies

Today Monday 12th Oct 2020 Tapaswini had a dream of all Devies, in red sari, black sari Kalima, Red sari on horse, and white sari on Cow beautifully groomed.  There was water and fire all over. Devies were calling her to their abode telling her everything will be destroyed. They explained the worthlessness of this world. Kali ma was doing Tandav dance. It was all like real experience. She was scared and hiding around. She didn't want to go with them. At last she saw Devi with multiple heads and hand sitting on Lion. 

Fear of Coronavirus?

Today Shakti experienced throatache we isolated her In a clinic, put mask and asked her to go home and not to come to work for a week. After she went home, she was feverish and a thought entered her mind that she has Corona and she will die, her whole body spontaneously trembled in fear. She forced herself to close her eyes instantly heard the crisp voice that : " all this is a play to push people to higher ideals , push them beyond". 

Though Shakti is still feverish , she is not fearful of death or any deadly virus.

2011 dream of GNRC

I saw Dr. NC Borah our present Chairman of GNRC Hospital Guwahati and my younger brother living in an isolated house. He was tall and senior, we were sitting in a chair in open ground, he was in the middle and I was on the right and my brother left. A saint wearing a saffron dress came in weal chair and started blessing all of us in the center of the head from left to right. When he touched my head I could feel the nail prick but not energy flowing like last time when a Muslim saint initiated me in Sri Lanka. We soon realized that he was Jesus Christ in Indian Saint dress.

Shakthi's Samadhi

Background

Shakthi hails from the southern coastal part of India. Born and raised in a conservative Brahmin family, she followed the rituals for namesake and never really was inclined towards it.  She always had a fascination for Nirgun and that lead her to meditation and seeking the divine more in those lines.

Vishwaroop

She visited my home during one of the puja for Sri Yantra in 2015 before our trip to Badrinath from various spiritual centers of India.  During one of the spiritual pitstop to Belur Math, Kolkatta, while crossing the Ganges to Dakshineswar it started raining heavily.  Shakthi suddenly went into a spontaneous trance. She saw a Vishwaroop of Ma Kali charted across the sky and said God is in every particle why are we going to see her in a temple.  Her Trance was permeable and all of who were present on that boat felt it. We all came out in rain on the boat. The drops of rain were charged with divine blessing. It took her an hour to come back to normalcy but she was repeating why are we searching for her in the temple she is everywhere. And it was actually on our first darshan Ma Kali was missing from her stone Murthi. In the evening on our second darshan, she said now she is there in her Stone Statue and we all felt it.

Awakening

Her next experience was in the Vyasa caves of Mana (Badrinath) where we had planned to stay that night in Vyasa Gufa (Famous for the mythological account of Rishi Ved Vyasa dictating lord Ganapathi the Mahabharath) She suddenly felt a cyclical wave in her body and gradually her body started twisting and turning to a strange rhythm, she explained that she was aware of it but she had no control on her bodily movements. I was talking to her throughout and at one point Priest asked her to bow at the idol of Veda Vyasa for which she promptly replied: "God is everywhere and not only housed in an idol" This episode lasted for 1.5 hours. 

After the trip, Shakthi continued her meditations and her seeking led her to the sacred hills of Arunachala and the saint: Ramana Maharishi. His teachings felt very intuitive to her and she held on to these. 

Samadhi

I met her again in 2019 when I started working in Sathya Sai Hospital as a Neurologist. She now was pursuing Psychology masters and I offered her the role of Intern in our department which she readily agreed. She would often come to me with personal mental setbacks and I exclaimed to her that past life regression might bring some of the dirt from her past out and help her spiritual sadhana. She was fearful of the entire proposal and was never keen on it.

About 4 months back she started hearing Gayathri mantra in her mind spontaneously and she tried repeating it loudly and felt it is better to just hear it when it plays. She felt very calm after it and the stresses of her life looked insignificant. One day when she was suffering from severe headache she asked me to give her reiki. When I began, she immediately knew she was getting reiki (Her eyes were closed). and when I stopped it she felt that a blanket was pulled from her body. Her headache receded after it.

A few days back she asked me to do past life regression. This time she commented that those words just came out of her mouth without a thought. Since I was free that day we decided to go ahead. She laid on the bed and I started my process with a sole witness being her friend. As I was meditating She immediately went into the trance and said that she can see a white light and nothing else, I nudged her asking if she is seeing any form and she denied. As she went further into the light she said that it was endless and peaceful. She lost awareness of her body and the manifest universe. It was bright light everywhere unlike Jyotirling of a pillar of light. She felt she was floating and exclaimed that she is unaware of how she is talking without her mouth and she is alive despite the lack of the body. She felt her awareness is spreading. I asked her to pray for her ailing mother and she replied that there is no mother. Her body started stretching her neck and spine stretched what we call opisthotonus posture or Ardha dhanurasan. At that point, we thought of taking a video of the session. I was on her head end and here eyes were closed. As soon as we started taking video she ordered: "stop recording". After some time she got up and sat in Sukhasan (which she cannot do when awake). Her hands were in Akash Mudra (Thumb and middle finger touching), unlike usual Dhayan mudra where thumb and ring finger touches. After some time she stretched her both and blessing posture and giving me Reiki. She was asking me to go beyond which I was not able to. It was more than half an hour she wanted to come out and on asking to come down to the room and open her eyes. She was confused and then started weeping. She wanted to go back to the formless state in white light. She was saying I don't want to come back to this mundane world. After an hour quite and confused she came back to her original state with all worldly worries and thoughts. 

She had no memory of the process except getting very crisp command by some spiritual master to go beyond. 

When Miracle Happen !

Yesterday I got a call from Sri Lanka an old friend S.mit who wanted his wife Ar..na to see me since she came to visit her mother in Hyderabad.
Ar..na came around 10am on 13th March 2019 her eyes were wet and the nose was running. I thought it was a dust allergy. She was overwhelmed by the energy in my home and felt the presence of divine entities around.
We shared our stories of life. There were many ups and down with divine blessing as if she was living 2-3 lives in one life. She is a psychologist, trainer, Reiki Master, Hypnotist, and Past life regression.

The most interesting experience was when she once felt the presence of Satya Sai Baba with two haves Jesus and Sai in one and later as Siridi sai, Satya Sai and Jesus in one.

I told her the story of Sri M who was a Hindu Yogi and disciple of Maha Avtar Baba in his past life and disrespected a Peer who jumped into the Alakananda river and died. This life he has to take birth as a Muslim to experience Islam. But he met his guru Maheswarnath and leading a life of Hindu Yogi.

When Ar..na was leaving my home two peer babas came with a begging sheet. When she put some money they wanted more and bigger amount. She took out Rs 500 and gave to them. Peer folded the note into several folds and handed over to her hand and ask to close with another hand and puffed. When she opened the hand the note changed into an amulet. He asked for more money and manifested more items.
After she went they came to me and manifested many more items from the note.

I have heard and read many such manifestations stories. In July August 2005 I went to a village of my colleague Tishari in Sri Lanka.  There was a monk who used to get divine possession by Maa Bhadra Kali every Wednesday day and Saturday. During possession, he would heal and answer questions of the crowd. It was Wednesday and there was a large crowd with offerings. I didn't have any questions to ask. After a long wait, a Monk came out of the temple and went to the cliff and started praying. Soon he was possessed and came back howling to the temple. There was no queue the monk was calling a person by name or some identity. After some time, I was called as a foreigner, as soon as I entered the shrine with Tishari the monk was in Meditation speaking in Sinhala, looking at something he asked me. Your house is like this and a whose photo is there? I said, Lord Krishna. You are meditating? Yes, why is it not good. He lifted his right hand and from the air, Vibhuti came in his hand which he gave to me in a paper and ask to take during meditation. Tishari was poking me to ask some questions. How long I will stay in Sri Lanka I asked. 2 years, 2 months, 2days, 2 hours and 2 mins. This is a very peculiar way of answering such questions. Maa Kali also gave such an answer to Rhythm about his time of death all in five. Then I asked what will I do after going back. He was showing with his hand you are flying frequently, for some job. Where? The US.
Actually, I came back in 2007 August to Hyderabad and after 3 years joined GNRC Guwahati Assam and flying every week or two from Hyderabad for the next 10 years.

Barn Indian Owl Landed Home

Yesterday 31 Jan 2019 at 4am a wounded little Barn owl knocked at the door of Govind. He rescued it and kept in the Garden to get some food. It was not able to fly due to wing injury. Not able to hunt and drink. The next day Govind took it to the hospital but there was no doctor. We dressed and gave Arnica 10M, it opened eyes but very weak. Vomited water. By afternoon became weaker, tried to feed glucose water and gave the next dose of Arnica but it gasped and left the body by 3pm.
Why it came and died at our home no clue?

Owl coming home in India is believed to be auspicious but wounded owl die at home why? It has also shadow meaning just the opposite. 

Wrath of Ma Kali:

Laxmi became well after receiving a homeopathic remedy for her bronchial asthma and fear of cold. This time she decided to do Laxmi Puja in Kartik month. On the day of Divali, she seeing Ma Kali in her dream as my wife and next day Maa appeared in Govind's her husband's dream and slammed him on the bed around 3am. Since then he developed severe vertigo and vomiting. I gave Bryonia and my wife Stemetil but till Laxmi went upstairs and Apologized by rubbing the nose in front of Ma Kali Govind could not get up. Evening again he developed vertigo and Laxmi had to apologize again with the relief of his symptom.
Ma Kali doesn't want them to do any other Goddess puja. She had a similar experience before.