Psychosurgery

 SN called me after long time his wife had posterior circulation stroke. He was very depressed she was disoriented and admitted in ICU. After discharge she came home but still disoriented. I suggested to do Psychosurgery. He was trying Homeopathy, Acupuncture and Reiki. He was my Reiki Guru. After 3 days of intense Psychosurgery when Ma Kali appeared and opened the brain remove all clots and cleaned it with Hibiscus flower her favorite. On 4th day SN called me that she got up in the mooring and started recognizing everyone and later started cooking and doing Pooja. Stroke has natural recovery but it varies from person to person especially in young recovery is good due to Neuroplasticity. 

Dr. Narasimhan 60 years old came from Parthi for a manor stroke he had fall while sitting on toilet, and transient weakness of the hand. MRI showed stenosis of ICA and small vessel infarcts. He was not hypertensive or Diabetic. Patent Foramen Ovale was found and Cardiologist suspect embolization from heart. But he never had any similar symptom before. Next day I did intense Psychosurgery to open the block. He came after 2 days and did CT Angio to confirm the stenosis but it was normal. They suspected due to low sensitivity of MRI Angio it may be false positive. But I new It was Psychoangioplasty. Later Dr Dass came from Bhubaneswar and closed PFO which they suspected as cause of embolic stroke.

My Daughter in Law had Ethmoid sinusitis and she was posted for surgery which she was very scared and reluctant. I did Psycho opening of Ethmoid sinus to drain the pus. next day she was asymptomatic and they avoided surgery.

My brother had hazy vision post operatively after cataract surgery due to mesh in front of lens and they wanted to do lesser surgery to remove it. I did Psychosurgery to remove the mesh and surgery was avoided. 

Recurring failed relationship

Mr KM was desperate to see me for his life taking twists and he is on the verge of depression. His father had alcohol dependency during later years of life. He did not want to have similar fate. He was heading for 4th relationship which developed over last six month, when he was passing through difficult time, after breaking his 3rd relationship. And now he has quit the job.
KM is atheist over last 6 years but he doesn't want to label himself new age follower. He practices Buddhist meditation but very difficult to concentrate. Some of his issues he told me are as follows:
Recurring dreams:

Tsunamis

Dirty bathrooms with feces

Falling from heights

Stuck at a height and unable to come back

Missing trains

In exam hall without any preparation

Many dreams of my father over the last 12 years

Other Fears:

Sexual performance, impotence

Physical hurt

Irrelevance

Growing old

Being alone

Depression if not occupied

After long chat and sharing my experiences I asked him to come for meditation to resolve his problem. At 8.45pm we started session which is semi-ritualistic. We meditated in my spiritual clinic room, Lord Ram, Saraswati Devi and at last Sirdi Saibaba sitting in cross legged posture turning to Lord Shiva in same posture.
KM had images of snakes, Lord Vishnu on a Horse turning to Kalratri (Kali).
He wanted to continue session, which we started after making him lying down. Left side there was a light which I asked him to follow, later it came to the center, guiding him to pass through the tunnel which he could not. Ny (his new friend) was telling him to go little by little to move towards the light. There was old war ship which he could see from below, on the top of the ship there was a bright trident, sky was blue and large face of Lord Shiva. Later he could go inside the ship and then towards the Lord Shiva. Ny was around, both entered the central third eye of Lord to enter into void.
There was a orange sun which turned into Ny's face, his eyes opened.
Nayana is clairvoyant, guiding KM during last six month of difficult period and now in meditation. When she last visited his home she drew a symbol of Yin and Yang.

18th April 2013

5th Feb 2014

Called to have session immediately. Came around 3.45pm. During meditation I could visualize flying Devi and then saw several Gods. Energy was flowing around my heart. When I checked KM his head was rotating and he wanted to lye down to meditate and immediately in deep trance.

" I became white bird high up, can see the earth down, sky is blue, there is no pain but no joy also. there is a burning tree, flames are reducing and I am sitting and meditating. As the fire coming down many snake coming towards me, surrounding me. Not scared of them they are surrounding my body but body is not seen. Now one snake remaining and it is Lord Shiva meditating. Fire has extinguished. Can see the hill where there is tree and Lord Shiva is sitting in dark. Tree has giving leaves and blooming again. Different kind of fruits are growing on the tree. Can see one leg of Shiva and HE started dancing (Happy dance). Trishul has gone into sky towards Sun and become one with Yellow bright sunlight." 

He opened eyes after powerful short meditation which was more metaphorical then literal. It was like day dreaming without any control of him.

After loosing his job KM was depressed and going through lots of introspection but unable to meditate. 

 

Few more Dreams

Few months ago I had a dream, where I was swimming effortlessly with my son on the top of water (normally your feet sing when you sink unless you are good swimmer) , there was water in clean lake with cliff.
Then, I saw myself standing on a swimming pool in my home (not the present one) I could feel water depressed under my feet and thinking how I am standing due to surface tension of water.
Next morning there were several mattress floating on the water and when my elder sister was trying to walk before I could warn her she sank inside water after putting feet on the mattress and I was helping her to bring out of the water.

Another dream I saw Dr NC Borah our present Chairman of GNRC Hospital Guwahati and my younger brother living in a isolated house. He was tall and senior, we were sitting in a chair in open ground, he was in the middle and I was on the right and my brother left. A saint wearing saffron dress came in weal chair and started blessing all of us in the center of head from left to right. When he touched my head I could feel the nail prick but not energy flowing like last time when a Muslim saint initiated me in Sri Lanka. We soon realised that he was Jesus Christ in Indian Saint dress.

Tapaswani Dreamt Devies

Today Monday 12th Oct 2020 Tapaswini had a dream of all Devies, in red sari, black sari Kalima, Red sari on horse, and white sari on Cow beautifully groomed.  There was water and fire all over. Devies were calling her to their abode telling her everything will be destroyed. They explained the worthlessness of this world. Kali ma was doing Tandav dance. It was all like real experience. She was scared and hiding around. She didn't want to go with them. At last she saw Devi with multiple heads and hand sitting on Lion. 

Fear of Coronavirus?

Today Shakti experienced throatache we isolated her In a clinic, put mask and asked her to go home and not to come to work for a week. After she went home, she was feverish and a thought entered her mind that she has Corona and she will die, her whole body spontaneously trembled in fear. She forced herself to close her eyes instantly heard the crisp voice that : " all this is a play to push people to higher ideals , push them beyond". 

Though Shakti is still feverish , she is not fearful of death or any deadly virus.

2011 dream of GNRC

I saw Dr. NC Borah our present Chairman of GNRC Hospital Guwahati and my younger brother living in an isolated house. He was tall and senior, we were sitting in a chair in open ground, he was in the middle and I was on the right and my brother left. A saint wearing a saffron dress came in weal chair and started blessing all of us in the center of the head from left to right. When he touched my head I could feel the nail prick but not energy flowing like last time when a Muslim saint initiated me in Sri Lanka. We soon realized that he was Jesus Christ in Indian Saint dress.

Shakthi's Samadhi

Background

Shakthi hails from the southern coastal part of India. Born and raised in a conservative Brahmin family, she followed the rituals for namesake and never really was inclined towards it.  She always had a fascination for Nirgun and that lead her to meditation and seeking the divine more in those lines.

Vishwaroop

She visited my home during one of the puja for Sri Yantra in 2015 before our trip to Badrinath from various spiritual centers of India.  During one of the spiritual pitstop to Belur Math, Kolkatta, while crossing the Ganges to Dakshineswar it started raining heavily.  Shakthi suddenly went into a spontaneous trance. She saw a Vishwaroop of Ma Kali charted across the sky and said God is in every particle why are we going to see her in a temple.  Her Trance was permeable and all of who were present on that boat felt it. We all came out in rain on the boat. The drops of rain were charged with divine blessing. It took her an hour to come back to normalcy but she was repeating why are we searching for her in the temple she is everywhere. And it was actually on our first darshan Ma Kali was missing from her stone Murthi. In the evening on our second darshan, she said now she is there in her Stone Statue and we all felt it.

Awakening

Her next experience was in the Vyasa caves of Mana (Badrinath) where we had planned to stay that night in Vyasa Gufa (Famous for the mythological account of Rishi Ved Vyasa dictating lord Ganapathi the Mahabharath) She suddenly felt a cyclical wave in her body and gradually her body started twisting and turning to a strange rhythm, she explained that she was aware of it but she had no control on her bodily movements. I was talking to her throughout and at one point Priest asked her to bow at the idol of Veda Vyasa for which she promptly replied: "God is everywhere and not only housed in an idol" This episode lasted for 1.5 hours. 

After the trip, Shakthi continued her meditations and her seeking led her to the sacred hills of Arunachala and the saint: Ramana Maharishi. His teachings felt very intuitive to her and she held on to these. 

Samadhi

I met her again in 2019 when I started working in Sathya Sai Hospital as a Neurologist. She now was pursuing Psychology masters and I offered her the role of Intern in our department which she readily agreed. She would often come to me with personal mental setbacks and I exclaimed to her that past life regression might bring some of the dirt from her past out and help her spiritual sadhana. She was fearful of the entire proposal and was never keen on it.

About 4 months back she started hearing Gayathri mantra in her mind spontaneously and she tried repeating it loudly and felt it is better to just hear it when it plays. She felt very calm after it and the stresses of her life looked insignificant. One day when she was suffering from severe headache she asked me to give her reiki. When I began, she immediately knew she was getting reiki (Her eyes were closed). and when I stopped it she felt that a blanket was pulled from her body. Her headache receded after it.

A few days back she asked me to do past life regression. This time she commented that those words just came out of her mouth without a thought. Since I was free that day we decided to go ahead. She laid on the bed and I started my process with a sole witness being her friend. As I was meditating She immediately went into the trance and said that she can see a white light and nothing else, I nudged her asking if she is seeing any form and she denied. As she went further into the light she said that it was endless and peaceful. She lost awareness of her body and the manifest universe. It was bright light everywhere unlike Jyotirling of a pillar of light. She felt she was floating and exclaimed that she is unaware of how she is talking without her mouth and she is alive despite the lack of the body. She felt her awareness is spreading. I asked her to pray for her ailing mother and she replied that there is no mother. Her body started stretching her neck and spine stretched what we call opisthotonus posture or Ardha dhanurasan. At that point, we thought of taking a video of the session. I was on her head end and here eyes were closed. As soon as we started taking video she ordered: "stop recording". After some time she got up and sat in Sukhasan (which she cannot do when awake). Her hands were in Akash Mudra (Thumb and middle finger touching), unlike usual Dhayan mudra where thumb and ring finger touches. After some time she stretched her both and blessing posture and giving me Reiki. She was asking me to go beyond which I was not able to. It was more than half an hour she wanted to come out and on asking to come down to the room and open her eyes. She was confused and then started weeping. She wanted to go back to the formless state in white light. She was saying I don't want to come back to this mundane world. After an hour quite and confused she came back to her original state with all worldly worries and thoughts. 

She had no memory of the process except getting very crisp command by some spiritual master to go beyond.