Fear that led to God

Aneeza a 16years old class 11 student came with parents, shivering and crying, she could not write due to fear, pounding heart since one week, started when she was in Air last week. I had to immediately took her to relaxation by deep breathing and aura sweeping.
She relaxed and went home to return back for evening session at  6pm. It was very easy to relax her and listening to her story.
She is Hindu but spend most of the time in Church since childhood in school. Recently she has gone to a new school and misses church. She has also described her mother's behavior, similar to her. She could see different colors light since childhood and banned as crazy-girl. She could get all her answers from Lord Jesus Christ in Church.
After knowing her background I asked her to look for Lord Jesus and Light which she could do and asked to take the light from her heart and let it go to all hers cells of the body.
She came out relaxed and received her sister call from Mumbai, who is a clinical psychologist. When such divine counselling takes place, my job become short and I leave them to Almighty for future direction. 

Children's God Lord Ganesha

Sruti 10 and Guatam 12 came with their mother and grandfather (my uncle) to see my mother on 19th May 2012. I came on 20th evening from Guwahati to Hyderabad. I was busy digging well which is a miraculous place of Devi, when there is drought, and all bore-wells are getting dried even in our house first time over last 10years, there is plenty of water even at 20 feet in this well.
Sruti asked me yesterday (22nd May) uncle, do you see God when you meditate. I told her it is very easy for children to meditate and see God. When her brother asked my reply, she told him "you should find yourself."
Afternoon after taking bath I asked them to come on the Devi Kali's temple on the third floor for meditation. They came running and sat beside me for meditation. After initial ritual, during meditation there was a flow of divine energy in my heart. They were also in trance.
When I asked whispering Sruiti can she see anything. She described Lord Ganesha with mouse beside HIM sitting and watching her. I told her to ask Lord to take her out. She went to Himalaya and saw Lord Shiva sitting on a rock and blessing her, Devi was not there,  mountains were snow covered.
When I asked Gautam about his vision, he also had Lord Ganesh, with mouse in front of him. Lord took him to Himalaya, where Lord Shiv and Parvati were sitting. Lord Shiv explained him how universe is created by him and how he created Varanasi. Vishswanath Jyotirling is symbolism of it.
Sruti was seeing Krishna leela, Who was standing at a distance. He was steeling butter and when caught her mother tied him with rope. After rope was removed he went out to other houses and taking butter. Gopis (Aunts) complained to Yashoda, but He refused that he took butter. Yashoda ma also told that he could not take butter because He was punished just now. When gopis showed butter on his face, he  ran out.
Next He was playing with ball with his friends near Yamuna river. Ball went inside river. He jumped in, there were many snakes. Lord caught one big snakes tail, its five headed eyes turned red. Friends told about Lord's jumping into river to His mother and father. Mother Yashoda lost consciousness. Lord was standing on serpents head and playing flute. They all were happy.
  

Dream of a head

When I see these vivid dream, my sleep vanishes. It was early morning may be 4am. We went by car to Jabalpur University with my brother and Shilpi my daughter in law. University is on the back side of Badhiya line where we used to live in childhood. After parking car Shilpi went to keep her bag in a open room, I followed her to keep my briefcase. I saw her bag on the floor, she was looking for me and we rotated around a pillar to find each other. There was a cut head of a 50years old man, the eyes of  head blinked, body was beside it was one of her college mate's father. there was no emotion or crowd. slowly few friends came but the girl was quite. I was thinking who is this person, then recollected that, one of her colleagues father had gone out of home and they are in search.

Search of Bhimashankar Dham @ Guwahati Assam Part 1

April 2011 while watching Om Namah Shivay in Sahara one TV channel in Guwahati, I came to know about the story of Bhimasur. Kumbhakarna had love with Karkati, daughter of Patal Loke King. When Ravana came to invite Karkati’s father and Kumbhakarna to fight with Ram. Kumbhakarna did not want to come until Ravan agreed to get him married to Karkati. At last on the advice of Narada, they got married and Kumbhakarna left Karkati till the war was over. After Kumbhakarna’s death Karkati gave birth to Kumbhakarna’s son. Who was named as Bhimasur after being trained by Karkati to fight against Ram. Bhimasur did penance to get boon from Lord Brahma.
He later challenged Lord Vishnu to fight with him, which he agreed and lost war with him to keep Lord Brhama’s boon. This made Bhimasur arrogant and he started conquering various kingdoom and imprisoned the king of Priyadharman and his wife Dakshinadevi of Kamrupa.

King Priyadharman and his wife were worshinping Lord Shiva even in prison. When Bhimasur send his army to stop King worshiping, but they were destroyed by rage of Lord Shiva and later Bhimasur was also killed by Lord. The place where king was worshiping Lord Shiva was named after Bhimasur as Bhimasharkar.

After watching the serial on Sunday I was returning back to Hyderabad from Guwahati. On the way to Airport visiting Lankeshwar Dham A Shiva temple on the top of a hill after Guwahati Univercity.  I asked priest casually “where is Bhimashakar Dham?” to my surperise he got up and showed me down the hill on the back side of Deeporbeel Bhimashakar Dham. When I asked him how he knows about it he told a different story,  which according to him was revealed to him in his meditation 40 years ago. It was similar to TV version except he told that Bhimasur wanted to take revenge from anyone praying Ram (Vishnu). He imprisoned the Devotee of Lord Ram a King in Kamrup and then Lord Vishnu appeared and killed him with Sudarshana Chakra. The place was named after Bhimasur as Bhimasankar which is one of the Jyotirlingam.

I wanted to confirm it from net , and found there is a Bhimashakar Dham in Bhimashanker Village of Bhavagiri 50 km north west of Khed, near Pune in Maharashtra. Story behind it was almost similar to what I came to know from last two sources. But there was a mention of real Bhimashakar dham in Guawati in Brahampuri hill according ot Shivpuran.

My next objective was to go through the Shivpuran to find the real story, it was offcourse about a king of Kamrup who was imprisioned and at last Lord Shiva killed Bhimasur.

Then what is Bhimashakar Dham of Pune. There are two stories goes, one about Tripurasur, who was blessed by Lord Ganesh was killed by Lord Shiva in Bhim rup and second was probably Karkati the mother of Bhimasur was from Pune and he went to Prgjyotishpur (the ancient name for Guwahati) to imprision King who was devotee of Lord Shiva and later killed.
Why people still do not know anything about it? Anyway my aim was to find this new location which was unknown to people of Guwahati. After two three trips r I found the exact way from the Lankeshwardham priest and try to search on 22nd May 2011. 
It is from Gurshukh cross rood on NH37 after Birla Balaji templ on the left side while going to airport. As we were approaching the hill off the main town toward jungle there was very little information to the local residents of the area. At last we found an arch which took us almost a kilometer inside the hill in totally remote area. Name of the Shiv Ling known to local people is Pachdhara Dimbeshwar swamy. It was pleasant since it had rained that morning and there was mud road leading inside.
there is a Lord Ganesha temple on the half way unfinished unmaned. On walking down for 500 meter down the hill there was a stream and Shiva Ling. There is no temple but it was so natural and beautiful that an artificial temple would spoil the beauty. Shivling is on the center of clean stream flowing down the hill. We took photograph and while returning found three more devotee who also came with a donation box to develop the place. 
Since then on my way back to Hyderabad from Guwahati every third Sunday I visit the place and within few month. Every time I visit the place there is some new development and at last they put the board of Bhimashankar Dham. People visit from different part of country from UP, Rajistan to Assam. However still this is not a well known place to Assamies and rest of Indians.
You can see Lord Shiva and His family on clossing eyes.

There is follow up post on real site of Bhimashankar later

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Christmas in Russia

Jan 7th 2011 I was meditating in the morning when I saw Cross and Lord Jesus, it was Friday so I thought it may be his day.
At night when watching Russian TV they showed how in Russia they celebrate Christmas on 7th Jan since communists had banned any religious activity.
They make food at home for 40 days and do not take non vegitarian, it is more religious festival than 25th Dec, when people eat and enjoy food only.

Why am I in North East?

I was feeling depressed and started meditating for longer time since my last return. Today evening Jaydeep Choudhary a 45 years old male came for followup after cerebral hematoma on right side of basal ganglia in 3rd Dec 2009. He came to see me last in Sept. 2009 after getting instruction from an old lady in a temple to go to Chennai to stop sleeping medication.
Without my knowledge I had stopped Frizium (anti epileptic and tranquilizer ) last time. When he was asking about what should he do to prevent recurrence I suggested him to meditate and communicate with God.
Since 1993 he has been getting instructions from Lord Krishna. Once he was told to wait for 15 mins. for rain, and it followed. He was knowing before what a person is going to say. He was a rash driver and once met with an accident but survived.
Before his last stroke he had a dream of his son performing death rite (Tarpan) wearing white dress. He was sure one of them (wife or him) to die. During his stroke he was told that this time he would survive but not to repeat mistake.
Since stroke he has been cut off from divine instruction.We meditated for 45 mins with darshan of all Gods. He saw Lord Krishna.

Why did I come to Guwahati?

Dr Gib was 56years old working in Apollo Hyderabad as Marketing manager. He met GNRC Chairmen and joined the institution Jan. 2010. He was a fatherly, loving and caring everyone. His sister is suffering from ovarian carsinoma and daughter had to go abroad for higher studies. He wanted to expand GNRC, working almost 12-18hours a day getting energy from smoking.
My wife had angiogramed him and found diffuse diseases of coronaries. July 2010 he called her to visit Guwahati and then me to see the hospital. I was already prepared to go out somewhere, bought new dress and told Dr Nip at IIIT in March that I may go out next year.
My niece staying at tea garden near Tejpur, dreamt of me an my wife visiting her home but not where they were in Assam even a week ago my visit. Soon they got transferred near Siliguri WB.
I joined the institution, realizing the divine will. Starting neurology after three years was not difficult, new setting and patient was a good change. I was visiting alternate weeks.
Visited Kamkhya, Sukreshwar and Balaji temple in first visit and soon traveling around to see Umanand, Vasishth, Lankeshwar, Hajo Hiagreev, Madan Kamdev, Kedarnath temples.
My family came in Nov 2010 to visit Kaziranga, and Tawang. On 19th Dec 2010 night Dr Gib had massive heart attack and collapsed.
It was difficult for me to accept for a moment, but my job was different, came home at 5am and meditated to release the Great soul from Maya. After meditation, I had a short nap with vivid dream of seeing myself entering in a small prayer room. Opened a long book (encyclopedia) first chapter, but empty pages, went into deep meditation. Dream ended with seeing GNRC our Chairmen. After waking up I was feeling very light and could not trace the soul.
Hospital was preparing to emblem the body and preparing for respectful departure to Hyderabad with me, it reached before us. Dip GNRC employee came with me via Delhi.
Next day we went to console the dear ones. My return was on Dec 26th after a hectic week of consulting and counseling patients, flight was delayed for 4hours and later five hours. I had to cancel due to fog in Delhi and rush at Kolkata.
Next day onwards my mother developed high fever and breathlessness, for a week we had to wake up at night till she recovered and I returned to GNRC on 2nd Jan 2011.
Everything has changed not from outside but I was feeling same like returning to Sri Lanka after tsunami in 2004 Dec. I started meditating more to keep in touch with beyond.